Saturday April 24th 2004. 11:20am, my room. My lil bro pat is sleepin on the floor next to my bed, presumably because he was pissed last night and couldnt negotiate the coffee table to his own pit. john is downstairs doing his usual saturday bit, reading papers etc. dot, is in bed. oh how she deserves it. like a lot of college students i have a part time job that i started on wednesday, only, i haven't been in since, um, wednesday. im quitting. not to bothered bout no money coming in, more bothered about telling nat that i got 'fired'. but, who wants to do telesales anyways? for those of you who haven't heard of zenith windows i'll fill you in. they are heartless bastards who cold call whatever number they can get thier stanky hands on and try to flog windows. they hire monkeys like me everyday, an just as many leave too. its shit. i actually feel depressed, but its all my own doing. i bunk college an i havent paid the fees yet, but i'm desparate to stay on this course, whats worse is i told nat i had paid them so i cant borrow from her. she is getting very clingy too, like if i say i want to stay at home that night, i apparently dont love her (oh yeah by the way, i use this to bitch about stuff, because nobodies gonna read it, but nat really is soo much better than i make her out to be, im just venting). so big arguments all round. plus, i left my last job only a week before the contract expired, this was with a world wide company who have obviously passed my references around. i know this because i had to resort to zenith bastard windows. ah fuck it no one is payin much attention so i'm gonna go.